High!

Thank you and thank God! Sometimes it feels great to realize that you are in a complete bliss for a day! So many happy little things happened to me yesterday! Little things that I knew that really made me happy! We celebrated the birthday of my sib! She liked our gifts which is really cool!We had a simple celebration. Then I got to be with my friend from London whom I haven't seen for 3 yrs! This week,I got to celebrate the birthdays of my other friends! We just hung out,had "pictorials",enjoyed live performances of some bands!Then MBMB's back in business! Hopefully I'll get to watch Michelle Branch again! I'm sooo excited for her new album! Also I've got to met people/strangers who inspire me in a way or another! Despite of the struggles in my career,it's nice to know that some little things still bring big joy in my day!! It's boosts up my spirit! Gives me more reasons to face life with positivity.It feels damn great!

Survivor: China!

I should be sleeping right now! I dunno why my neurons are so active when i'm about to snooze!i just realized something.the thing happened to me in Guangzhou was just the beginning!i got lost in china!nobody understood my english,i had no enough RMB coz the hotel won't exchange dollars to RMB unless i'm checking in in their hotel.so i ended up in mcdo,writing in my journal,eating the strawberry sundae for 3 hrs.it was supposed to be a surprise for my Dad.well,surprise,i was the one who were surprised.i felt a complete terror.it was like i was in a maze or something.i was so powerless and helpless.
i thought everything was easy not 'til the hits of the real world are clouding on me.now the state of my career is just like that.i feel so dumb for not achieving what i'm supposed to.i feel like i'm in the process of reshaping my wholeness! after the heartbreak news,i gotta wallow then get back on track. i should be preparing for another try with a smile.libre namang mangarap. now i'm feeling the essence of the song of alanis,'ironic'. that's what happening to my so-called career now...haaay!

27 Dresses

The movie that I've been waiting! I finally got to watch it yesterday. I thought that it's super like Got 2 Believe. But I was wrong. There are some similarities though.I was blown by their performance in the bar. I wanted to get up and sing along with them!Though I have no idea what the song is. The story is so relatable. Maybe just maybe we all have our 'match' somewhere out there. We should just be in the right place at the right time I guess. I'm happy being single but then again at the back of my mind I'm still waiting for my 'man' to knock on my door. And yes,James Marsden's freaking hot!

Joan of Arcadia

Been wanting to watch this since day 1. Just don't have a chance. The plot made me so interested in watching it. Last Friday's episode was so hitting me! Joan's dealing with decision making from the smallest matters to life-changing ones. It's so true that God has given us free will. It's just how are we gonna use it. When we're dealing with our issues,we always hold back in doing what we're supposed to do. We're so clinging to our pride. We're so afraid to touch our ego. I'm still stuck in a moment. It's my decision to get up and work my ass off or stay at home and think all day long what I'm gonna do with my life. Now I know what's what but there's still a part of me that's holding me back.So it's really up to me if I want to see the spring or stay in the coldness of winter.

This Will Be My Year

Just singing the song of Semisonic! And yes, I have to say that just to keep me motivated! As usual,fireworks welcomed '08! I admire the people who were so determined to remind everyone about the use of illegal firecrackers and stuff. How the gov't badly wanted to reduce the number of casualties. But then again,there will still be people who seemly don't care. I am in the healthcare profession and I am very much aware of the possible harm and even damages to your body. Even the priest told us na hindi sya naaawa for the victims. Well,most of them know what to do,they took the risk and now suffering consequences. The sad thing about it is that those who are totally innocent are also suffering the insensitivities of others. This is the 1st year naman of intense campaign against the use of illegal firecrackers. Hopefully next year it will be more strict and people will really care about others. There are other ways naman of celebrating the new year;safer ways. But I think that's the way it is.

So many hopes for this years,so many things I want to change,so many things I want to accomplish,so many new things I want to experience. With God's presence,I know I can. And of course I've got to start working my ass off to achieve those! :) Gotta keep on keepin' on. This is how the real world works so I've got to deal with it. I'm also thankful that I get to read other people's blogs or point of views,songs and the like. At least I'm seeing things objectively. It's helping me to overcome this so-called quarter life crisis. I'm so over being stuck in a moment. Whew!