High!

Thank you and thank God! Sometimes it feels great to realize that you are in a complete bliss for a day! So many happy little things happened to me yesterday! Little things that I knew that really made me happy! We celebrated the birthday of my sib! She liked our gifts which is really cool!We had a simple celebration. Then I got to be with my friend from London whom I haven't seen for 3 yrs! This week,I got to celebrate the birthdays of my other friends! We just hung out,had "pictorials",enjoyed live performances of some bands!Then MBMB's back in business! Hopefully I'll get to watch Michelle Branch again! I'm sooo excited for her new album! Also I've got to met people/strangers who inspire me in a way or another! Despite of the struggles in my career,it's nice to know that some little things still bring big joy in my day!! It's boosts up my spirit! Gives me more reasons to face life with positivity.It feels damn great!

Survivor: China!

I should be sleeping right now! I dunno why my neurons are so active when i'm about to snooze!i just realized something.the thing happened to me in Guangzhou was just the beginning!i got lost in china!nobody understood my english,i had no enough RMB coz the hotel won't exchange dollars to RMB unless i'm checking in in their hotel.so i ended up in mcdo,writing in my journal,eating the strawberry sundae for 3 hrs.it was supposed to be a surprise for my Dad.well,surprise,i was the one who were surprised.i felt a complete terror.it was like i was in a maze or something.i was so powerless and helpless.
i thought everything was easy not 'til the hits of the real world are clouding on me.now the state of my career is just like that.i feel so dumb for not achieving what i'm supposed to.i feel like i'm in the process of reshaping my wholeness! after the heartbreak news,i gotta wallow then get back on track. i should be preparing for another try with a smile.libre namang mangarap. now i'm feeling the essence of the song of alanis,'ironic'. that's what happening to my so-called career now...haaay!