I should be sleeping right now! I dunno why my neurons are so active when i'm about to snooze!i just realized something.the thing happened to me in Guangzhou was just the beginning!i got lost in china!nobody understood my english,i had no enough RMB coz the hotel won't exchange dollars to RMB unless i'm checking in in their hotel.so i ended up in mcdo,writing in my journal,eating the strawberry sundae for 3 hrs.it was supposed to be a surprise for my Dad.well,surprise,i was the one who were surprised.i felt a complete terror.it was like i was in a maze or something.i was so powerless and helpless.
i thought everything was easy not 'til the hits of the real world are clouding on me.now the state of my career is just like that.i feel so dumb for not achieving what i'm supposed to.i feel like i'm in the process of reshaping my wholeness! after the heartbreak news,i gotta wallow then get back on track. i should be preparing for another try with a smile.libre namang mangarap. now i'm feeling the essence of the song of alanis,'ironic'. that's what happening to my so-called career now...haaay!
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Cheerio! ^_^
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