i'm almost 5 months here in california.i must say i've already adjusted with almost everything here;the crazy weather,lifestyle,the beach,the driving and whatever.i really enjoy the cali kind of life.everything that suits my taste.i get homesick at times but i think it's normal coz i basically grew up in pinas.
actually,i have my purpose of going here.i have a goal.it almost like everything was falling into place.sadly,i screwed up.now,i have the chance to make it right.to stick again to the plan.i thought everything was so easy.that things were that simple.God taught me a big lesson. i forgot myself.i got lost.i was stupid.i was dumb.
i'm just so blessed that i got great people around me.people.who are there esp. during my downfall.sometimes i feel so unloved but after contemplating,i realize that i'm sooo damn blessed to have God,my family,my relatives esp. here in US,and my few good friends.we don't really need much in life.as long as we have love spreading,things will be fine.
i don't know if i'm still making sense or what.it's fine for me to go home.but given a chance,i'd stay here.i miss my old life in pinas but i'm happier in my new found life here.i wanna work here,take a course in photography,watch gigs (i wanna get wrecked again! watching michelle branch again after so many years was like whoa!), road tripping,running,and everything. i gotta accomplish my mission first before i move on with my life! with God's help,nothing is impossible. just gotta keep spreading love in the hizzy!
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